a little about me
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So, I'm 28 years old and I need a life change, a drastic one. I've gone through the steps of getting the Gastric by pass and now I'm just waiting. Waiting seems harder than the other stuff that I had to do to make this life change. I wait with anticipation, with excitement, and with the thought of, oh man, is this really happening. But it is! and here I thought it would be so easy to do what I'm going to do, piece of cake, right? NO! I couldn't believe it when they told me everything that I was going to have to do. I have to work, really?? wow..... I'm a so ready for this, no matter how misinformed I was. All that doesn't matter now, I have all the info I need and I will have the tool soon. Now I can't believe it when I hear of someone saying that this is the easy way out, because this is a far cry from being easy.
A lot of people don't understand why I can't just run or walk my weight off, but you have to have energy for that.... Its like a catch 22. I need to get my metabolism up to burn fat but I can't exercise to get my metabolism up because I don't have the energy. I hope that makes since, it does in my head.
The other thing I hear is, Stop Eating. If anyone had any idea of what if feels like to be hungry all the time they would never tell me to stop eating. They would know how painful the hunger pangs are. I absolutely HATE being hungry all the time. I want to never be hungry again, because when I feel hungry and I eat, I feel like I'm sabotaging myself. Its an addiction I know, the more I binge eat the hungrier I become. But that will all be fixed soon.
A lot of people don't understand why I can't just run or walk my weight off, but you have to have energy for that.... Its like a catch 22. I need to get my metabolism up to burn fat but I can't exercise to get my metabolism up because I don't have the energy. I hope that makes since, it does in my head.
The other thing I hear is, Stop Eating. If anyone had any idea of what if feels like to be hungry all the time they would never tell me to stop eating. They would know how painful the hunger pangs are. I absolutely HATE being hungry all the time. I want to never be hungry again, because when I feel hungry and I eat, I feel like I'm sabotaging myself. Its an addiction I know, the more I binge eat the hungrier I become. But that will all be fixed soon.
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